This should be an entry to commemorate the sacrificial of my 2 pre molars for the sake of perfection :(( Now i have 2 ugly holes in my mouth,that just kept bleeding & bleeding, stop bleeding leh. Hahaha,but im so glad that all this is over :)) I like the female dentist who extracted my teeth this morning,she's so nice. She kept urging me to keep my 2 teeth cause she thinks it's cute. yayy i think so too ahahaha:D This will mean porridge for lunch & dinner again,which also means i'll get hungry very very easily again! :( ahahhha,but i dont mind cos mummy cooked something damn yummy for me just now. (=
I think april should be called the EMO MONTH. Somehow,people around me just seem to be feeling not that okay,something's just very different. Im affected,but i really dont know how to deal with it. Everybody loves happy endings,but at the same time,we all know that this is not always the case, haha how sad. Actually on a brighter note,im glad to be feeling this way. At least i know im more in touch with certain things,better than how i've been doing back then. I think about issues which never meant anything to me back then,and doing things which are so unusual of me. Yes,maybe thats a change. Quite alot of things happened lately,theres really a need for self reflection,to think about what kind of effects our words/actions might have on people.
I guess it's time to sort out all the random weird thoughts that has been going on all this while,who doesnt want to be happy? haha but it's just that the definition of happiness varies. At least I know that when i smile,im really happy :) I want to create,not wait.
ahhhyes,i'll make sure it's the last time im feeling this way for you/